I'm looking for someone...
I really don't know what I'm looking for... someone to bea friend and a companion, who I can admire and will admire me, who can givehimself and can also accept what is given to him.
Someone with no prejudice, who doesn't lie or omit,someone able to see both sides of things, the good and the evil...
Someone where I can detect power and sensibility,strength and tenderness, someone who likes to take risks, who stands for what hebelieves in, who doesn't draw back when the first problem happens, someone whocan be the master and the owner but is also fragile and tender.
Someone who can conquer me, take me by surprise, who cankeep my imagination and my senses busy, someone who can keep his own space,respecting mine, who can listen and talk.
Someone who likes to try without taboos, who knows theworld and life, who doesn't fall in false illusions either with himself or withothers, someone with the trusting look of those who live with serenity but holdon to life at all cost.
Someone who wants to live the pleasure for pleasure'ssake, either giving or receiving, who likes the adventure of trying and the heatof achieving
Someone who loves words and can use them as a caress, whocan play with words and who is able to throw them in the fire of passion.
Someone who is able to laugh and to cry, who doesn't hidehis feelings, someone who enjoys the game of seduction
Someone who faces love and sex as an art, as somethingyou do with a brushstroke of fantasy.
Someone who can look at himself and find an adult, eagerto use what life can give and hold dreams with both hands.
I think I'm looking for a state of passion... not thesissy love of week-end boyfriends, but the fury of desire like that of twopeople who are in love and haven't seen each other for a year.
I think that, probably, I'm looking for someone whodoesn't exist but who I want to believe might be hiding out there in a quietcorner I haven't explored yet.
Someone told me, some time ago, that I was able ofunconditional love and could give it without arguing. I think I'm looking forsomeone who can appreciate it and accept it, without terms or conditions
I think I'm looking for someone who can read this andwish for me as a relaxing dream to put away a hard day's work
I'm not looking for a husband or the conventional stuffrelated to marriage. I'm not looking for the barely warm safety of a sociallycorrect relation. I've been there, done that. I don't want the same movie againand that's the only think I know I really don't want! Besides that...
I'm looking for someone I can admire by his intelligence.I'm sick and tired of men talking to me just because they want to jack off. I'vebeen through that movie and I know the cut-scenes by heart. When I sayintelligent I don't mean someone to lecture me on art or philosophy. Those Ilike to appreciate with my own eyes and I know what I like.
I'm very curious about life and I've tried a lot ofthings but nothing compares to looking into someone's eyes and feelingsomething deep inside like a cloud of warm bubbles. I've tasted that also(and, at the end, all I got was the feeling that I was stupid ) but I don'twant to give up the idea.
I'm looking for someone who has truths that last formore than one day, truths that aren't just the mind game of the moment, a makebelieve joke to destroy you at the end. I know life changes a lot but I'mtrying to find someone who can be true for more than one hour, who can "walkthe talk", who can be there as a companion and not as a traveller to a faraway island just to enjoy a swim at the beach.
I'm looking for someone who knows that sex is one ofthe most important things in a relationship and if that doesn't work it's nouse to go on trying to make the rest fit on...Also, I'm willing to try newthings together with someone else but most of them won't be new to me. Ifyou're thinking I'm a candid girl curious about everything and able to giveit a try... well... I can give it a try but that's a very old movie for me. Mygoals are far beyond that.
I've dated many younger men. Ialready now the fantasy of the "mature woman", the "I'll take you to thesky" story, the "Let's enjoy life for the pleasure of the moment" novel.If you are much younger than me, try to find a different story. I'm oldernow... my pleasure moments take longer too. As a complement of this I'm notinterested in photos of dicks, either erect, big, thick, circumcised, whatever.Dicks are dicks, they have their role and should perform it well but the imageof it doesn't tell a bit of what they're worth and I certainly prefer asweet smile and a tender look if you are using space in my mailbox
Finally and if you're still reading (it's a heroic fact, I must tell you!) Iwant to say that I don't think relationships are only based on "mutualenjoyment" as someone once told me. For me relationships are based on beingthere when it's needed and even if it's only sex, at least let it besomething besides a circus show just for fun. For me life is like a theme parkand the attractions are the relationships we build... the Merry-go-round standsfor those acquaintances who aren't more than that and the Roller coasters arethe intense ones, those that really leave a mark on your mind. I know mostpeople won't ever get into a Roller coaster. Do you know Hulk at UniversalStudios, Florida? I've been there 35 times in a row...
As a final note I should say that I prefer taller and fit men because I also like to keep fit, butif you have a brain and can use it, if you're not the re-edition of Quasimodo (and he mustn't forget the beautiful soul he had!),if you can accept ideas, if you can listen without trying to present solutionsthat weren't asked for, then the package is probably complete. I don't needsomeone to pay bills as I won't also pay anyone's bills but I would prefer tofind a professional person good at his job.
I think I'm looking for someone who can seduce me withwords and can use them to snuggle me in his arms...
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